Dilemma

Hello Thursday shining!!!

Hopefully you all guys in a better condition..

Well,
I wanna share something which makes me so confuse..

This feeling,
The feeling I've tried to buried down, but it Won't to..
I can't even control it at all :(
I'm trying to pretend that there's nothing happened to me..
How long I should keep this disguise?

I can't barely breath..
Suffocating..

I DON'T LIKE THIS SITUATION!!!

I think I should try to build a wall, so that I can hide not only heart but myself too..

If I could :(
And I wish I could..